where do i begin?

i know i have been neglecting my blog like hardcore.like super hardcore.is not that i duwan update but coz i do not haf internet connection therefore i can't update my blog u see.well basically i have done ntg productive lately except for getting wasted -____-" i'm such a horrible person,i wanna commit suicide and die.i even got my results d ah.let's juz say i pass all la k?if i say ntg much happen in my life,i would be lying la but i dunno how to type down all my feelings.everything seem so messed up and i'm confused.i am such a confused child pls forgive me for i am such a fickle minded person.

newayz this is me and babe foong yi wasted.

then balik ipoh

with suyin

kirthen

and dicky.
it was raya week la so everyone came back but i took hardly any pictures.don't ask me why but i hardly camwhore lately.maybe coz i feel ugly that's y.

raya open house :) the food was awesome ah!thank you house owner :) it was an awesome week la i get to meet wif everyone and got a few nights out i was ahem "xaxau" if u know wat i mean but i was glad it happen because i had fun doing nonsense.it's been a while.and when everyone left to their normal life,i felt the emptiness even more.like super empty and i dunno wat is missing in my life.newayz i left to penang again.such a bitch right?

forgive me all the camwhore picture.i was bored waiting for ppl to rescue me as i broke 2 keys and was stuck at home alone -.-" i know.who breaks 2 sets of keys?ya me.such an idiot.aihz epic failure i tell u.

and say hi to daniel!the reason i can blog and online using my macbookie again because he fixed it :)))))))) i know i damn buta technology one!thank you daniel :) oh ya i forgot what i wanted to write in my post actually.i juz feel like blogging because i wanna post all my vanity pictures!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA damn lame i know sorry.it's me!always lame like usual.newayz wat i am trying to say here in my post is that i am lost and aimless in life.y am i like that?hmmmm......at my age,i know i am such an epic failure so yeah i fail in life and thank u for wasting ur time to read this