i do not know when the last time i feel loved.that happy butterfly feeling u feel inside knowing that the person u love/miss feels the same way too.ur heart skips a beat when he holds ur hand and u feel the world just stopped.that feeling when all ur friends tells u that their sick of ur lovely dovely act.when u can't stop text each other.wont want to hang up the phone coz u have too many things to say to each other.ah.....those wonderful feelings.WHERE R U?!instead now i feel so empty.no one to share ur feelings with.when u go out seeing everyone holding hands and u feel ur hand is so empty.how u envy ppl can cuddle together while watching movie.have romantic moments.even the sims on fb can have smooches and all and me?well all i can do i imagine.that's the best i can do for the moment.HOW SAD?!finally i said it.i always didnt dare to say it out coz ppl might think i'm desperate or something.ah fuck those ppl.this how exactly i feel right now.empty,bored and lifeless.i feel so meaningless coz those nights when u can't sleep,or there's something bothering u,that one special person will share that burden wif u.now?talk to the wall la!!!now all i could think of is pack my bag and go travel alone.go meet new people.duwan feel like a bloody nobody.y am i so emo?i aso dunno y.maybe i am carrying a burden/desire that i could not share wif ppl.when i occur with problems,i feel suffocated?i know i am just being dramatic like usual but still i do feel suffocated right now!i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!i need something new in my life to distract me!i need distraction.any kind of distraction will be good coz i duwan feel the way i feel right now.super suffocated!!!feeling super pathetic too :( newayz my wishlist this year is to go for holiday and get a camera.hopefully it will come true??k la dunno wat to blog about aso.just randomly having those moments whereby i wish i was someone else right now.
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