i think i spend way too much time alone at home which makes me an emo bitch.i am usually not an emo bitch one lorr.i'm always laughing and smiling and giggling and being nonsense but lately i hardly do so.i seriously think i spend too much time overthinking things i should not be thinking lorr.i don't even know what's bothering me anymore.i upload these pictures to remind me i too can get a prefect love.i too can have happy ending with someone whom loves me and want me.not someone whom say they wan me but nvr really shows they want me.i know i am greedy.but i need to feel secure in a relationship.i duwan to be hurt.i can't bare another heartache.i seriously cannot take another damage to my heart.it's fucking fragile u know!i duwan to throw my heart out and in the end wat do i get?hurt?no!i can't handle it anymore.i seriously cannot.i duwan sleep with pain no more.i don't think trying to convince myself u do love me is no longer enough anymore.i need u to prove it to me.i need u to want me.i need u to show it to me.or just watch me leave.i am being selfish because the pain,it's just too painful.too much for me.i dunno how long can i pretend i am fine.if u don't really want me,pls let me know now and end all this pain misery thank you.
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