stop and stare

time flies!and it flies really fast!like a rocket!come to think of it,it's november now!and yupe 1 1/2 months i'm done with my 2nd sem!wow!that was quick and yet i learn ntg!GREAT!i find myself fading as time flies!i dont see me as the old me anymore!i am fading into this place whereby it's abit confusing!i havent really figure it out yet but i am trying!so here i am in penang after for more than 6 months,made new friends made new enemy meet many many many hokkien ppl and still here wondering is penang right for me?or will i always be the outcast everywhere i go?look at all the friends u used to be so dear to u,where are they now?look at all the ppl that u dont even bother to look at last time,who are they to u now?life is strange indeed but ntg compare to human's feeling towards something.it's like a wind,one minute it's like a breeze next it becomes hurricane!isnt it?yet we go on seacrhing for the special right friend!the special the one and like life,the search aint easy!we have to go trough so much of tears heartache and trust to get one.we all get betrayed every now and then and in my case is almost everytime!whenever i open my most inner self to this "trusted friend" and she/he is waiting to betray me like a hungry beast!here i am writting a very random post while waiting for my mee to cook and i wonder how does life lead us to this complicated?i think and day dream alot but why put it to waste when i can post it up let the "world" read it then hit on me laugh at me but yet i still share :)