dreams

Follow your own particular dreams. We are handed a life by peers, parents and society, you can do that or follow your own dreams. Life is short, be a dreamer but be a practical person.HUGH HEFNER

some ppl just dont get it there is things beyond ur just average everyday i dont get enough attention in college problems and it annoys me to the max to have those kind of ppl around me!how i wish i could just shut my eyes,ears and dream!everyone have a dream and i have mine!sometimes i messed up is not like i wan things to mess up!i too wanna live in a fairy tale happily ever after but I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale so what u wan me to do?what u're trying to tell me i cant mess up?i cant make mistake?i am not flawless u know so dont i have a chance?but no!it's my fault!i thought flaws are what makes us human!if like this might as well i be a robot!PREFECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how am i suppose to know things will turn out this way?if i could pretict the future,i wont be here now!looking like an asshole with no idea no aim no goal in life just floating on the ocean waiting for an island to land!is not like i have a guidebook from God that my life would be such screw up?!dont u think i dunno that i am not or shall i say never good enough for any of u!yes u can judge me all u one coz u got the right to judge but take time to see beyond all this i am still human!i screw up!this is true and i wont deny it!can u ensure u urself never screw up?i try not to repeat it this time but bad habits dont just goes any in a blink of an eye!is not like i have super powers or a magic lamp!if yes seriously i wont be here!so ya i have dreams that u nvr approve nvr supported and now i am living in ur dreams but it's ur's not mine!i am human too in case u dunno....made from blood and flesh with a heart that beats and feels feeling so ya......i dont need u to throw reality at my face....i know!i might be stupid in ur eyes but not that stupid to that extend u know!whatever!when i needed the attention most u nvr cared so do the maths urself!!