it's a rainy day today!pouring like cats and dogs outside!this morning i woke up kinda early and overheard my roommates talking bout me...................it's bad enough i have not gone trough with the thoughts i hate this place now i dun feel like talking to them anymore......my eyes is tearing juz like the rain outside my window!i wanna talk to someone tell them how i feel but there is no one!there is absoutely no one i can talk to!i cant my parents they would nvr understand!i cant call my bf bcoz he think i love to whine and cry alot and i'm good for ntg!i got no friends to call and no one to turn to........everyone thinks i'm a loser!no one wanna be friends with me!i tried not to cry last night when i was talking to my housemate BUT as i am writting this...............i am tearing!maybe i need to let go of my emotion!maybe after all this crying i would feel better!i dunno!i dunno what should i do!i must be strong and i hope i can go trough with all this unfamiliar places!all this bullshit connection~i believe there is rainbow after every big downpour!i miss home!i miss ppl that i know!i miss him........................i muz stop whinning crying and complaining!but i cant help it!i'm sorry!this is juz who i am!i know life isnt a bed of roses!i know!u think i dunno?!i know!there is a price for everything!i know!but................nvm!i'm done crying anyway!
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