3rd

third day in singapore!gosh!whole day in sentosa island!damn alot of ppl ah!i'm super tired!i'll upload the pictures when i'm free la.....lazy la now!freaking tired la!alot ppl la.....damn crowded wif manusia!beh tahan!!so so so so so many ppl!yesterday night went orchard road to see xmas deco!walau!also jam packed wif manusia!crazy la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!now i'm tanned!!hahahaha so happY!!alwiz look so pale i dun lik la!ish!!hahahaha

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ok la apart from the topic i kinda miss him!we got a horrible break up la.....it's all my fault la!i aso dunno la what's wrong wif me......i wont deny it's my fault aso but i do not lik how things end lorr.....he's pissed off wif me and i wanna juz talk things over wif him but i cant coz i promised him i wont find him anymore!that's my promise to him!i know i cant do anything anything to repay the pain i caused him!but aihz canot do anything d at this point!when we broke up i didnt cry at all.....................till now nope not a single tear!dun ask me why!maybe coz i dun think is a nice way to break on the phone!it is the worst way la.....................i lik to do it face to face la.....newayz i duno why when i was in singapore i keep thinking of him!not in a way i miss him it's juz the memory i had wif him all this while was nice sweet memory!we dun haf any bad memory!mayb coz the time we spent together was short?maybe lerr...............i dunno la maybe we didnt get to know each other well and the time spent was short and little but all of it was memorable.........it was lik everything goes wif him.......hmmmmmmmmmmmm newayz i wanna sleep and forget bout us.....................erase all the memory bcoz that's what he is doing and therefore that's what i'm gonna do.....no point d................aihz

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