i grew side ways

after more than a year staying in penang i gained ntg but weight!*SIGHS* i have been growing side ways.this is sad.i have been indulging myself with rich creamy drinks and yummylicious fattening glorious foods and ever easy to purchase fast food!OH NO!soon u'll see me in Biggest Loser Asia all!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fine whatever.i am being overacting.am i?or will i really be a big fat fatty weight 10000kg?if i do pls kill me.drain all my fats away.cut all the meat away and burn me with only my skin covering only my bones.all my organs can be donated if it's not too oily!let me die skinny!

now i am a certified pig trapped in a human body.all i do whole day is eat and lay around whole day.i wanna die.but i'm not married yet.there's so many things i wanna do?i tried starving myself.doesn't work!i end up eating more.i need to put a lock at my stomach to stop it from being hungry!

i hate myself for being such a greedy pig.i can't help it when i see food!i get hungry at the most ungodly hours and i eat twice and then get sleepy and go to sleep!FML!i should have been born in places like new zealand.have to work at farms all,ride horse all then most probably i won't need to force myself to exercise all the time and it still doesn't work!

i know.i know.i am being a N.A.T.O (no action talk only) but it's my blog isn't it?i must complaint abit.but anyways i will never diet.this is true but i'll try to stop myself by eating supper at night and less mcd!mcd is killing slowly day by day!worst than second hand smoke!gosh!well wish me luck♡♡♡