M.I.A

been M.I.A for some time now.not much inspiration to update my blog u see.been a long wee.not exactly long but a tiring one.assignments just have to pile up like nobody business and as usually ppl in college have to take things very literal and make big fat drama out of it.whatever.i lazy wanna blog those stuff is boring and insignificant and it's stupid.whatever.newayz i went back to ipoh to breathe.can't take anymore of the island.it was my beloved nadiah's birthday so of coz i have to be there :) and smita is back.although not everyone was there but i had a great time in ipoh like always.went back on saturday and wow!been pampered from head to toe and went shopping with mummy :) all expenses paid!HAHAHAHAHAHA it's been a while and clubbing never been so relaxing?

❤happy birthday babe❤

smita and nadiah who ended up hmmm....having too much fun?hahahaha

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ok now back to reality i'm in penang and honestly this life here i would rather say is easy and not much effort is needed is just that i've been slacking so much that i find it hard to actually have to interest learn,bothered or care what am i doing.everyone else is like sort of wallpaper to me coz i am doing what am i suppose to do.i'll just do.no complaint just do.group or not.individual or not just do.no help got help just do.not point waiting for others no point hoping for help.really no point.in life there is only one person that could help which is urself no one else.so don't bother.all the dramas and whatever kiddy shit stuff they are doing is their problems.personally i find it hard to even go to college now coz it's like so demotivating and meaningless and waste of time but hey if u can cope up with all this shitty situation then i guess i can go anywhere.u know penang is not really a nice place to stay and the ppl ain't as friendly as what they wrote in ur tour guide book.at this point i am not gonna complaint i wanna go another college or what shit I JUST WANNA FINISH MY CERT.end of story.full stop.not expecting anything other than my cert.sincerity is not something that is being appreciate here.so don't bother.been 1 year here now.just wasted my 1year.i think my tolerance level is mighty.hahahaha newayz whatever it is,gonna drown myself with show after shows after shows!they are blissful!now i wanna continue my america next top model.thank you for wasting ur time reading this.