May 14, 2010

morning

it's 6am and i am not asleep yet....geng leh?HAHAHAHA ok i can't sleep.i slept too much.typical me.i think it's like more than a month i have been taking photo j and seriously i am not good at it.in fact i sucks at it.i prefer helping others to get nice picture instead me taking one :) useless fellow i know.on the other hand i am growing sideways rapidly and i am always tired for no bloody reasons!u know what?i think it's time for exercise.whatever!u can call me a liar for not doing so but i think it's time.seriously hate my fucking body.oh ya i love this picture so cute the eggie!hahahaha i love eggs.they taste good!why am i constantly thinking about food all the time.right.that explains the size.in few more months u'll see in biggest loser asia!TOUCH WOOD!i hope the day will never come.on the other hand i feel bad every time i see mr d slave himself doing his assignment while i lie in bed doing ntg.but i feel damn helpless.it's like i can't help him.but everytime i got assignment he sure help me one.one way or another he sure will help me print or touch up or teach me or give opinion but when it comes to his assignment i can't help anything.i feel so useless!few more hours to class.argh!that old hag class!argh!morning morning must see her face d!FML!i've not been spending alot of money lately but why do i feel like my money is draining off?i wonder should i buy a printer?i mean we're gonna print alot of stuff u know and i can't always depend on mr d.i do realize something,ever since i'm with mr d i am totally a different person.i relay on him so much i dont even know who am i anymore.hmmm....is it a bad or good thing?i seriously don't know.i am reading lesser and lesser by the day and my general knowledge is crap.i wanna improve myself but i am to lazy.shot me in the head pls.seriously too lazy to do anything.i can sleep 12 hours a day and stare at my assignments and not doing it till the very last minutes.excellent child!i so can feel myself dying off slowly in the society.i'll be labeled as a useless child staying with my mother and drain off all her money!TOUCH WOOD!ok la enough d.all these thoughts is scaring myself.now i wanna erm do ntg and talk to the wall!thank you!

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