i didn't ask for your opinion

i've been doing lots of thinking and sometimes i feel i made so many enemy that i don't know how did it end up with it but i am also very glad coz every single person that i have offended so far prove me right.i mean u can judge me all u want but u can keep your verdict to yourself.seriously.i didn't ask u also.if u don't like me,what am suppose to do?stop living?die?coz u hate me?oh please!but seriously i find it really amusing how these ppl wants me to know they hate me.u make me wanna laugh.after a year here i still don't get the hatred that these ppl has against me or my bf.i mean don't u have ur own life to lead?don't u have ur own friends?don't u have anything else better to do?i don't know.i mean i don't even have time to day dream but these ppl walau.i don't know what they do?throwing hatred towards others?having hatred club?i thought i might get to know ppl who are up to the standard of higher education but i guess i was naive?not matured enough to realize that the majority ppl here are not seeking for higher education.they just wanna sit in their shell and be shallow.there and then when it struck me,i am not getting any higher education.i am here just to waste my parents money.the study environment and the ppl surround u make it impossible to study.the rumours they spread,their shallow thinking and what they wanna achieve in life is so short term so shallow is all i can say.now i am stuck.i am not saying i am better than anyone else but sometimes i wish i had more motivation from someone who actually fit the term higher education.now all i see is ppl who is drowning in society whom live in ignorant and still play gangster in their own closet.but if u disagree with what i said that is seriously your problem.like i said i didn't ask for your opinion.i am here to voice out mine.but some ppl just don't get it and then get offended and then find trouble with u.problematic child.i only wanted to be a person with wisdom and mature and at least have an eye opener in my college life like others.they have fun while studying but now i feel like i am in pre-school all over again.how is that even possible?well my college does that to u.now all i can pray for is study whatever is it finish up the course and get the hell out of this island.i think i have wasted enough time here being childish and learn nothing.i am too old to start spread my wings all over again.i had enough of kiddy problems around me d.if u have any problem with me,well that's ur problem coz i didn't ask your opinion.now go sulk in the corner.i got better things to do.