that day i went out to see bernard!so i went to pick him up!then i parked my car at this place la!i didnt notice the ground was muddy!coz i see other car that parked there like ok ni!so ok la!i wanted to reverse ni!that's all!then Damn!i my car stucked into the mud!i was like #$$^&(%$#@!@#%^&())*^%#!@#$%^&*()_)!@#$%^&*() everything i could curse i would curse!hahahahaha then ok fine!bernard came!did everything he could!no help!i was again !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*() yeah cursed again!then there was this bunch of chinese ppl!so i tot as kind citizen they would come and help!as i guessed!nope!how typical of them!they juz ignored us!act like u noe nvr see and mind their own business!I was pissed!then came by this garbage truck ppl!so i didnt really pay attention to them la!they did their job!then they pass-by us again!then they ask bernard did he need help!and i dunno wat bernard was talking to them coz they were speaking in tamil!then they helped me push my car out!I was so thankful they did tat!i mean!i was like thanks alot!i know garbage workers?yeah they have bigger heart then those asshole chinese!wat is u got all the education in the world?and not help ppl?what's wrong wif helping?coz u're too good to help ppl is it?juz coz u're a high education graduate u cant help others?asshole!i thank God for showing me the way of being a nurse!even gave me the idea of being a nurse!at least i can help!it's not a work tat gonna get me famous like any celebrity of stars but yeah!i help ppl!even if my work wont get on tv and 1000 camera taking pict of me helping others!i'm happy enough i'm helping others!secretly i alwiz wanna donate to any begger that comes my way!but i cant help to think y u dun go work instead of begging?but ya!i'm helping others!celebrity should alwayz help others!y?coz u ppl buy their album watch their movie!they should help!is for their image or not they should help!i sound so serious?i am!coz i hate ppl who pretend and dun help!juz like me!I do it most of the time!i feel horrible that i dun help beggers and sometimes i would go back and cry asking myself y am i so mean?well,life goes on!i know!hopefullu nursing would open my eyes and see what the real world actually look like!y i wanted to be nurse?is coz my aunty in england!she's a nurse too!then once she came back here while my uncle is in hospital!i saw how she treated him!the love and care she gave!not only to him!but aso the other patient beside my uncle's bed!she was so nice so caring!i really love ppl like tat!and she told me every in nurse in england is trained tat way!to treat patient u noe,as ur own family like tat!with full and care!i really do love my aunty and i hope i can be like her!i cant wait to go england!to be trained as a patient and kind person!i really do wanna help others and make others feel better even when they are in pain!i was hospitalize like since i was young!in out hospital!so i know how does it feel when nurses become bitchy!as if they know eveything like tat!yeah!i hope i could do it!
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