i'm usually not the kind of blogger who write alot bout really personal stuff!but ya lately i've been feeling this really painful feeling in my heart!i dunno y!too many things happen in a few day!i canot cope wif it!i canot stand it!i canot breathe!i canot stop my tears from falling!y?i already got him.....but y do i still feel heavy?is like there's something in my heart!something on me.....making me wanna die!i cant breathe!MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANNA SCREAM BUT VOICE WONT COME OUT!
y am i still feeling it?is it a torn?is it something i done wrong?i cant help but stop being colourful!i cant think i cant read i cant smile i cant hear i cant speak all i wanna do is stare at my hp!but wat am i hoping for?wat am i waiting for?i duno......................................
y am i here?wat am i doing?i alwiz question myself........is there a reason i am who i am right?all because of my choice?option?i dun understand!i can sit whole day and write write write bout my feeling but it's not making me feel any better!WHY?MAKE THE FEELING GO AWAY!!!!!!I'M IN PAIN!GO AWAY!!!!!!
y does all my ex wanna wait for me?wat do they want from me?y wanna wait for me?y still wanna like me?yes i'm guilty of feeling pleased i,siew ee,made them fall deeply for me but y?i cant take it!yes my heart may break into a million pieces if i ever see them wif others gals.........yes i'm a jealous person but it will feel way better if i know they are happy!not sad!thinking of the past!!i cant!make them stop!
make the tears stop coming!i think i'll go blind if i continue crying!i canot bare it anymore!i'm not eating!my stomach hurts!every food enters my mouth end up going into the toilet bowl!i'm hungry!i wanna eat my body is rejecting the food!wat is wrong wif me?
please let all this pain go away!please go away!I wanna be happy and see everyone around me be happy!is tat so hard?i no longer bubbly i no longer siew ee!i'm in pain!i'm in desperation!make it go away please..............................
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