last day

i am a happy child again as today mark the last day of my internship :) but at the same time i am feeling very sad.the ppl i met along the way bring many precious memories to me.i am grateful for every experience they gave me.now i know what is like to be a reporter and it's freaking stressful but at the same time the ppl u meet along the way and how they put a mark into ur life :) is wonderful.though i might not be very keen in learning but i tried my best to do what i can and i hope they dun hate me for being childish and noisy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so this wonderful morning of not going to work throw me back to reality.a reality that hurts.a reality that i try to shield and use work to distract it.this reality,i dun like it.this reality is not nice.there is so many things that happened within shortly this 3 months and it's killing me.i know i am a tough cookie and i can go through anything.i just hope that someone would always hold my hand and tell me u can do it.we can do it.someone would pet my back and say u done well

there is one thing i really hope for is to be happy and ntg more than happy.what happens after happily ever after?do they really live happily ever after?how do they do it?i can only wonder.i can only ponder and wish i had the answer so wont feel this way.happily ever after where r u?