random thoughts

while waiting for my laptop to be fully charged i had some thinking.i see many of my friends went to kl for intern.initially i also wanted to go kl for my intern but then again is just a intern.i dun like living in kl but i just love going there for only holidays.things doesn't look that nice after u actually stay there.the thing i love about ipoh is my house.although i fucking hate the curfew,the nagging,the scolding,the lack of freedom and the never ending house chores but it's always home isn't it?the moment u wake there's food served and when u finish work there's also food.there's always friend u can count on no matter what.u can go over their house till dawn and talk.it's just different if u're friendship stay like more than 5 years.ntg compare to new found friends.dun get me wrong.is always nice to make new friends but it's nicer if u have someone u can count every time and u know they won't judge u,know what's the right word to say and make u feel better all over again.the only thing missing is mr d.i know i am being just a clingy but he has became a very important part of my life.next year would be our first anniversary.after all the ups and downs we been through,i know it's all worth it at the end of the day.

on another note,i dunno what's up with ppl and their religion.yes i know u are all religious and all but pls keep it to urself.do not need to publish in fb all,mainly christians.i just feel that some individuals doesn't realize that they are taking this religion and assume their are better than others and they are holy and all those crap just because they go church and act innocent.at the end of the day u still hate ppl that are aren't ur standard.u never even try to think things that benefit those whom in need.is all about u.selfish.i dun think that is what Jesus teaching are lorr....love everyone.something that is very hard to do.wwjd (what would Jesus do) is what was thought when i was once in church but at the end of the day,these ppl are the worst ppl i ever seen!i am so sorry.some ppl just fakes.holy doesn't mean anything.u dun club,u dun drink,u're a virgin,u dun swear doesn't mean u're better than anyone else is.if u can't love everyone like Jesus did then SHUT THE FUCK UP. i dun need ur constant fake status update on how u love God.gross to the max.before u start hating all,it is just to SOME INDIVIDUALS in case u're blind.i am not saying in whole BUT SOME!!newayz seriously i just wanna live my life and do none wrong.if u really love God then start asking urself are u doing what he is asking u to do?yeah!he ask u to stop being such a fake!!

newayz life goes on.just like time,it doesn't stop just because something happen.it goes on no matter what so that's how life is.just appreciate what u got today.i might complain a lot but at the end of the day i never regret a bit.every thing happens for a reason and it makes me who i am today.regardless whatever events it may be.wow!such a long random thoughts!HAHAHAHAHA i think i shall hit the sack now since i have a very early assignment tml.nights.