troubles

trouble is truelly is a friend indeed!i mean some troubles just comes back to haunt u no matter what.it just does.i dunno how to say it i dunno how to describe it!it just does come back and it really sucks.is not ur average i dont get enough attention stress mind u!is more than that and i dunno how to cope or handle or face it.is just not my level of mentality to do so and mind u i am still very young but anyway whatever is it i am having a hard time coping it and i can seriously feel it right now!frustration just overwhealm me just when i thought i was doing fine i crumble and fall!i have no word to describe myself now just speechless i need to distract myself but i doubt it'll work but i'll try anyway.and seriously not all wound heals and not all scars show!