stress

stress u know nowdays!look at my face!stress u know!it's not because the assignment is pilling up it's because of the bad time management therefore everything is done last minute!i wont deny that i am very lousy at time management but this is bad plus i seriously dunno what am i suppose to do half of the time!bullcrap la!now that the dateline is friggin near the panic button in me dont even push itself!I dont think i feel anything!i am here still blogging waiting for my "ideas" to come!gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!12 pages of essay!great la!still and stare at the stupid screen is seriously NOT HELPING AT ALL!should i change my blogskin again or this grumpy toast is cute enough?HAHAHAHAHA ok i am suppose to think about my essay!crap la!how to start la!12 pages eh!i wanna die ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok not die la just dunno wanna crap what nia!so long eh how to type?darn it la!stress but dunno stress what also!stress coz dunno what to do?!or the vision i had for my assignment being pushed aside?!i dunno la!i am still pissed off!like super piss!let's not go there!duwan to remind myself how shitty i felt doing it!i dunno la!everything went wrong this sem it's like u're so close to i think i am liking this but nope it's still shitty it's still the same like the very first day i came here!turn off my the superb minds they have here!i was walking at prangin mall today and as i was walking there were so many guy reminded me of him like why!is he so typical?then why do i find him so outstanding in the first place?i really dunno!getting sicker by the day!i dunno what's wrong with my body also!crappy feeling!gosh!i wonder how is he doing!died?i hope so!whatever!after all the cheating he did i hope he died!whatever!!!!!