ok i finally lost it!i woke up and i dunno why am i feeling so restless so yupe i cleaned my desk and the spaces which "belong" to me!I even redo my wardrobe!this bad!this is real bad!i've lost it d!i dunno la!nowdays i also lazy wanna write about anything or anyone!suddenly feel like so what i've express my feelings?not like anyone actually cared.and everyone have this wrong view about u and u have to explain urself again and feel so worked up but if u dont clarify urself there is this feeling of restless that makes u feel even worst so ya i finally lost!I dunno why did i started blogging in the first place and what kept me going on!now i find it a place whereby ppl wanna show off and gain popularity so may i ask myself again,why did i start blogging again?i remenbered when i started my blog that time,none of my peers did and i had alot fun doing it and it was really random!and it was really fun now that everyone has it and all,it suppose to be more fun but it turns out nope it is not so fun afterall!u must consider so many things before u actually can write althought i've not done it but there is sometimes a feeling of insecurity in me when i write a post and i do consider alot of things before i wanna offend someone who reads my blog!well if u dunno i do think alot of ways of offend that someone in my blog and u know what?it doesnt work.....they dont understand my sacrasm u see so what a waste of time.....really!
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ok about the picture i put up,it has no meaning i just put up for fun!hahahaha i told i've finally lost it d!i am not quite there u see!but anyway does everyone has a dream wedding?does everyone wants a grand wedding to outdo everyone else's wedding but why?what is actually a purpose of wedding when is about pleasing others?isnt it about 2 person living together forever?making a promise to each other?then what's with divorce?dont u consider really hard before u get married?if u love someone how can u abuse a person?mentally and emotionally and physically and sexually?so why get married in the first place?i dont understand!i know there is more things to what i can understand about a person mind yet marriage now become a ceremony which is throat cutting and like a circus show whereby u must show to others how overdoing it u can be.i mean what does marriage actually mean?if like this better not get married ni?just stay together ni!waste money getting married then divorce!so at the end of the day on ur deadbed can u actually tell urself u have found true love?i doubt anyone this generation will find true love or what-so-ever fairy tale!money is ur only happy ending so ya get married to money and u'll find the happiness u need!yes i've finally lost it!
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