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i think it's time for me to take my studies seriously!i mean like after this months here i dont feel like i've learnt anything but that i am becoming a person that i thought i've grownth out of it!everyone has their own moral standard that they set for themsleve and i have mine but this is becoming non sense!ppl ganging up?doing bully?revenge?and me here planning for one and taking up bate for it and u know falling for all this child plays?i am changing i know!i am being a ill-minded child just like all this lifeless ppl!OH NO!ok i need to take my studies really seriously but i dont think i ever could do so with all this ppl around me?with their mentality!i think i've been just pullen into a place where i do not wanna be at!come to think of it i feel disgusted!i need to focus on more important things and create an enviroment to study!with a roommate that stink like crap AND do not sleep when she should be sleeping is driving me crazy!she practically yells when she talks on the phone!GOD HELP ME!!!!!!i think i need to drunk myself to actually sleep around here!gosh!studies?study?like how????but nvm just less than 2 months i am moving out!THANK GOD!i had enough of all this nonsens/drama this mentally ill ppl does!although i still uncomfortable around those asshole but i am fine!i did ntg wrong so they can gang up and do their study bully act but i am fine all alone minding my own business!seriously from the start till now is always ppl telling me about others!i do not know them and not bothered till now!what is there to care???ntg to be cared of?ok i need to sleep!sleep is important and it's 3am!so yes SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!