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we're in college now!no more kiddie kids in kindergarden playing lego and stuff like this anymore!so why?i mean seriously WHY?!i thought after school life i would get over all this drama all this hurt all this backstabbing talking bad behind our back is over d!ENOUGH!i dun think there is such thing even in my form 4 or 5 life!it was very peaceful!and i love every moment of it!all my true beloved friends were there!and i love them dearly!i really hope in making friends like this during my college life!true enough jessmine was 1 of it and i thank God for her!as i move on with life there comes assunta!not that i fancy that place and ppl alot but is a path that i choosen so i made friend thinking she too would be sincere to me!true enough she was sincerely cutting my back slowly!and i was so "clever" to believe she was really sincere to me!ok fine after all the drama i muz admit i took me quite sometime to recover!came here now penang thinking is college ppl might be more mature and then again this cycle of talking bad putting words in ur mouth start back!i am tired.........look at the picture we took!we look happy dun we?y u muz do all this things?is scary!ALL I WAN IS A SINCERE FRIENDSHIP!IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?!sometimes i wish ii nvr left skul!i love my friends there!not here!plus..........are they not pretty!look at them!they have the looks!i dun!i'm juz this noise thing ppl pay attention to when she makes noise!if u're jealous of me then U'RE AN IDIOT!there's ntg to be jealous of siew ee!all i wan is to make friends and i dunno la..........................very fed up sometimes thinking y cant i juz be a guy and make friends like guys instead like girls!i juz dun get it!all this drama!aihz............