penang

i went penang yesterday to their education fair!penang brigde was freaking jam therefore came back freaking late!sorry kaiwen babe!missed ur bday party!felt so bad!!!!!!!!!i'm so sorry babe!newayz my mum enrolled me in the penang college!at part of me ok la penang!but alot part of me go like I HAVE NO ONE IN PENANG!!!!!!!!ARGH!i feel like crying la!wth?!penang worr.....i am feeling very sad confuse and no mood!i dun like to be out of my comfort zone!i admit it!i damn spoilt one!I KNOW!no need to remind me of it!but still!i wanna be in kl!where all my friends is!YES I AM INDEED SPOILT!shut up!i know but i wanna be with my friends!i'm kinda tired of making new friends who betray me who use me who is not even my friends!i love the friends i made in skul!they are my REAL FRIENDS!and i love them alot!i dun like go and make new friends because they dun understand me and dun accept me sometimes!i duwan be someone else around them!i wanna be me!aihz..............freaking sad la!last night canot sleep aso thinking i muz go penang and stay alone!it's heart breaking la!i'm all alone!aihz............i can already imagine it already!shopping alone,eat alone EVERYTHING ALONE!hello?!it's siew ee here!she must talk if dun talk can die!so if i'm alone who's gonna talk to me????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????now i can really sing the song "i hate this part'!!!!!!!!!!which is making new friends choose ppl to trust and stuff like that!gosh!i wanna cry la!aihz..............................

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIWEN BABE!LOVE YOU LOTS