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counting the days before i'm going to penang!just thinking bout it makes me sad!jessmine la this women here!suddenly msg me in facebook and say emo bcoz i'm going to penang not kl!then suddenly i aso emo d!i aso duwan go penang!so lonely!ok actually i am indeed lonely now aso!hardly got any friends but doesnt mean i dun social anymore is juz that i'm lazy u see!making friends takes alot of effort and patient and love and care and sincerinty and blah blah blah and so on and so fort!being betrayed is not a good feeling!is not like we're kids anymore and stuff like that aso i dun like to waste my time on useless ppl like that!i HAD ENOUGH of idiots coming into my life and upset me u see!i rather have 1 friend who cares bout me then a million useless ppl who u see hi bye!that's not friend to me!that's juz a person who came across to my life!i know!abit too late to find TRUE FRIEND right?yupe!ur friends all made in school and i admit school friends are alwayz the best because we grew up together that is why!but some way along the way u meet ppl like jessmine!hahahahahaha college friends!but still is hard to find college friends who actually wanna friend with u because THEY ARE TOO BUSY WITH THEIR LIFE u see!look at my nursing college!friend it seem!sms also wont reply one!well i've already moved on from that horrible fucked place and STILL HATE THAT PLACE INCLUDING THOSE DUMD ASS!yupe!even the place name aso start with ass!no wonder the ppl there are such ass!hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaa ok la......i'm starting to be more emo thinking i'll be stuck in a hostel but AT LEAST got air-con and stuff like that la!feel much more better la......or not hmp just like that ASS-fucked up place la!like slave ni stay there!i was listening to this song from camp rock "this is me"!dunno who's the singer la only know from camp rock!loved the song!so me!i dunno why la!but i like the song!still growing side ways!mummy is totally not helping at all..........................aihz newayz wanna sleep la......