Sieweez❤

y suddenly i change my blog skin AGAIN?i haf no idea!maybe coz i am me!i lik this way or maybe nowdays sot d?sick till sot d that i lost my way?or did he did something to me that i dun realiese?honestly i should haf let him go long long long time ago juz lik the gal in pict up there holding on duwanlet go but got feel wanna let go and duwan let go.....if i let go he'll gone forever but if i dun i suffer myself.....................i alwiz tell myself y should i suffer.....................he should suffer.......not me!!!!!!so y torture myself????i duwan i duwan..........................aihz!what haf nursing done to me?i lost all my freedom!my complete freedom!!!!!!!!!!i wanna fly!juz lik the picture life wont let me go!hanging on the edge!!!!!!!!!!!i lik black background now!i lik dark things now......i dun lik to be pure now............what's the use????????????????????so pure act cute lik most ppl?so not me!!!i'm lik this not innocent not cute not smart..............I'M IMPERFECT!!i admit i admit loud and proud !!so what?i'm in emo stage now..............at this moment i feel lost!i dunno what do i wanna do!i really dunno.......................confuse child!i'm a confuse child thank you!!!!!!!!!!i dun even know what am i typing!!!!talking on the phone while typing!!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha