today's subject bore me to death!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ya it's so true.....anyway it hit me somehow or rather........diverst when u're stress but if u do it too often it becomes a run away thingy.....u're running away from ur problems......how true is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm tend to spend all my money when i'm sad!!i loose all my rational.......i juz wanna spend money!!on things i know i'll nvr use......juz to spend money!!it's fun!!oh how i hate rich ppl!!i think i have mental disorder!!hahahaha i need to seek help!!hahahaha then next is passion!i have none!!seriously none!!for whatever i'm doing!!yupe i got none.....y?i hate to see the ugly side of life.....but for the rest of my life i have to see it everyday!!to see patient sick and ill it's disgusting.......it make me ill!!it make me sick!!it make me so pain inside sometimes i wish all the sickness would JUST GO AWAY!!LEAVE THEM ALONE!!!MAKE THEM WELLL!!!!stop stop stop!!!i duwan see them suffer......it's really painful i dunno y!!!i juz dun like seeing it and i really dun!!!duwan duwan duwan.......so this is an obvious answer i dunno what kind of !@#$% will i be but yet i wanna be good at it......but ppl is making it hard for me.......i'm making myself hard for me.......so ya......this is life.....deal wif it!!no i duno i might juz break down and cry!!!!
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